PLEASE SANA MANALO AKO SA LOTTO :) NATAYA NAMAN AKO LAGI :)

Ma-ishare ko lang yung pinapangarap ko. Manalo lang ako sa jackpot lotto, last update 50M. 

1. Bayaran ko lahat ng debt :) Buti wala kami creditcard
2. Bibili ako ng property sa tagaytay, mga dalawa :) at dun na kami tira para mas lalo pa gumaling si Yvan :) pati narin mga kapatid niya maging ok.
3. Bibili ako ng maayos na car.
4. Help ko family ko sa needs nila.
5. Bibigyan ko ng birthday party si Yvan, Yana and Yuri.
6. Mag-invest ako sa mas marami pang pede pagkakitaan, stock market, bonds, etc :)
7. Magdonate ako ng mechanical ventilator sa Pasay City Gen. Hospital
8. Magtatayo ako maliit charity and share our blessings.
9. Franchise ako ng 7-11, jollibee o di kaya Mcdonalds, Manginasal. :), and establish my own wholesale tindahan.
10. Dalin ko mga anak ko sa Hongkong Disneyland.
11. SAVE NG PANG-RETIREMENT.
12. Magtayo sana ng clinic na kumpleto facilities and mura :)
13. Magpapa-general assembly ako sa friends, group na nakilala ko and naging mga virtual friends ko (SP, TM, Moms Inc, SLM, SRM)

MOST IMPORTANT PAYBACK KO SI GOD FOR ALL HIS BLESSINGS AND MIRACLES :)


Kayo anong gagawin niyo? Naniniwala parin ako na may hahantungan ang pagtaya ko kahit papano. :)Libre naman mangarap :), There can be miracle if we believe diba?

My son has BronchoPulmonary Dysplasia :'(

I never thought this would happen to my third baby. Me and his dad is physically and emotionally drained, hurt and down because of what happened to my baby boy, Yvan. Loot at his picture below, 

I could never imagine my baby will suffer like this. :'( But many people helped us pray for my son to be healed. It breaks my heart, but as I share with you along on how to deal with this syndrome, yes, it melts my heart, my brain and it breaks all of me. But, one thing I want you to do, STAY STRONG AND KEEP YOUR FAITH UP HIGH.

We've done so many research about this.

Bronchopulmonary Dysplasia, chronic lung disease. Babies who are born prematurely and who experience respiratory problems shortly after birth are at risk for BPD. It can be serious condition requires intensive care. My child is not born with BPD. It has developed as a consequence of prematurity and progressive lung inflammation. 

http://kidshealth.org/parent/medical/lungs/bpd.html

http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/001088.htm

http://www.nhlbi.nih.gov/health/health-topics/topics/bpd/

http://emedicine.medscape.com/article/973717-overview

Above-mentioned site us our guide on how to deal this situation.

As we encounter this kind of sickness for our baby, being a mother, I want to share you guys what we've been through as we face Yvan's condition everyday. There's a small percentage of this happens to a child. You have to have this traits or thinking.

1. Acceptance. It has never been easy to accept why this happens to my child, at first I don't believe it happened. But God showed us that it is really happening and yet He never gave up on my son. Accept the situation and God will do the rest.

2. Be emotionally prepared. Emotionally draining yes it is. But what we need to be strong for our son. God gave us something to be prepared of. It hurts to see my son suffers like this everyday. So we gave it all to the Lord. I feel like dying everyday. I keep on crying that I don't want Yvan to see my tears. It will hurt him more. My husband stays beside me all the time. works even more hard, to the point he's working straight 16 hours a day and will just go home to take a bath. My husband's comfort help me well.

3. Be financially prepared. We are not fortunate enough to have so many money at the moment though Daddy Andre push to strive more harder at work and so we are able to face all of this, but I may say we are rich with so many people who was then helped us to fight this battle. It's not easy that everyday we need to have P 1,000 a day to give his medicine, P14,000 monthly just for medical oxygen refill, expenses for all medical supplies monthly like, neonatal canulla, nebulization kit with nebule (asmalin, combivent, duavent) 500 monthly check up with different Specialist, Pedia-pulmonologist, Pedia-Cardiologist (doing his 2D echo cardiography) worth P3,500-4000, cbc worth P200+, Ap Lateral Xray worth P 500, that we have to undergo for the first year. Vaccines needs to be administered accordingly. Sunod-sunod kasi low birth weight siya so we need to wait for the right timing and yun nga dumating ang time na nadagdagan siya ng weight :) tuwa lang namin ni tatay. And gusto ko idetalye lahat ng gamot na ginamit niya up to now na may maintenance siya. Soon :) pag nacompile ko na lahat dito sa pc

4. Be medically equipped and inclined.  Kami ni daddy Andre, we both finished us studies with degree but not in medical in profession. So nawindang talaga kami nung nasa ICU na kami since government siya they would not pay attention mismo palagi sa patient, kung hindi kami gagalwa ni tatay Dre walang mangyayari sa bunso namin. Anyhow, I am so happy and proud we are able to get familiarize sa karamihan ng medical terms not all but I may say I've been an expert with this condition ;) Kudos for me and for us ni Daddy Andre I think :) Sa case na ganito ni bunso, hindi namin kinailangan magaral ng medical course but we are able to learn something we can be proud of and I may say the doctor congratulates us for doing this so well. Nakaktuwa din in a way may maliit na clinic kami dito before kasi may medical oxygen machine, medical tank, nebulizer kit, and some medical supplies we need. Unti- unti nababawasan na yung medical stuff kais improving naman si bunso. ;)

5. Never say Never. God never failed to give up on our baby. He always provide what we need everyday.  Kaya we give it all to the LORD. We sometime say never and give up na kami, pero that never happens. God really showed us the way.

6. Magiging broke talaga. Hindi ko pa man napapanganak si bunso, nakapagipon kami sapat sa pambili sana ng sasakyan or pambayad sa dp ng bahay. Pero sa nangyari sa anak namin hindi namin kailanman panghihinayangan na zero na kami ngayon. What's more important, buhay ang anak namin and nakakaraos kami sa araw-araw. Broke man kami financially, punong-puno naman kami ng pagmamahal at blessings.

I will post some more updates soon pag may time na ulit ako :)

Baby Yvan's first year of your life

Thank God for giving me this opportunity to offer and attend 5:30am mass. I hope I can do this everyday. It was nice talking to you our Lord. You always bring blessings into our lives.

Happy birthday to my very special child, Baby Yvan

April 12, 2013,

To my bunso,

12 months had passed, there was a little boy who happen to change our whole life. Born on April 12, 2012, 10 P.M. I was never aware of what was happening when I gave birth to this little boy. All I know is, I was able to bring you outside this world. Yes, it was very painful than my previous pregnancy because we notice even if you are ready to come out and yet there's something bothers me. And I did not sleep for 24 hours after my delivery thinking of you anak. Daddy called me, you are about to die because you were born prematurely and you have neonatal pneumonia with sepsis, after doing so many tests, infections were beginning to go inside your body. I felt dying and even if the doctor did not allow me to go because I need to rest, I insist. When we finally reach PCGH-ICU, I saw you with so many tube, from head to toe and you're in so much pain. I never stop crying. Almost dying.

I can still remember June 11, when we decided to bring you home. Doctor said, you are not allowed to yet because of your critical condition. All those time, we always listen to what they are saying. Until this day, we want to spent the rest of our life taking care of you and be with you because you are close to death. I am afraid of losing of you anak. So afraid.

And now God has given you such a wonderful gift on your birthday, being alive and getting well as days goes by. I thought dealing with your situation is the most painful, but what mommy and daddy realized, it will be more painful if we will not see you alive.

Gusto ko lang din sabihin sayo anak, I am sorry. Kailangan mo itong pagdaaanan. Kung pwede ko lang ibigay ang buhay ko para hindi kana nahirapan. Gagawin ko. Sana mapatawad mo ako kung meron man akong hindi naibigay saýo, kung nakakatulog ako pagbabantay sayo, kung nasama loob ni mommy kina ate at kuya. Lahat gagawin ko para sayo anak, kasama si daddy. 

 Mas importante ka kesa sa kahit na anong bagay. Wala kaming hindi gagawin. Mahal na mahal ka namin anak. Ako sobrang hindi kita kayang mawala. Sabi ko nga sa kanila, ako susunod na mawawala pag binitawan mo lahat. 

Mahal na mahal ka rin anak ni Papa Jesus, hindi niya tayo iniwan sa lahat ng laban. Hindi kailanman kami susuko anak. 

Alam kong ikaw ang magaalaga samin ni daddy pag tanda. Always be strong and you always give strength to us. Love ka ni ate at ni kuya. Sana pagdating ng tamang panahon, mabasa mo ito, para malaman mo gaano kita kamahal. Hindi ko kakayanin na iwan mo ako anak. 

Happy birthday anak. Alam kong unti unti natatanggap mo na ng ganap ang regalo mo kay Lord. 

Marami ka pang birthday na pagsasamahan natin anak. Promise mo yan.

MAHAL NA MAHAL KA NAMIN BUNSO.

Bonding time :)

Summer is right here :) Bonding with my family at Villa Sampaguita, De Castro Bacoor Cavite, 24 March 2013. The resort is new. Accomodating staff and reasonable price. Time to unwind :)

Miracle do happens everyday! :)

Baby Yvan's weaning moments. ;') Thank you Lord for showing us how you love our son. You never fail to surprise us everyday. Thank you for guiding and for continuous healing of our precious, Yvan. In Jesus name we always praise. 

Happy 7th month mahal kong bunso

                                We will never stop loving you and take care of you mahal ko..